< picnic >
February 6, 2010
it felt like we do this so often. I didn't really notice that we've been separated. it feels like last year. when we would just call each other to go out after an exam or something. it feels so, usual. I like jiahuei's shirt! HAHAHA!!
like khye said to me, it feels like we're living in two lives. and I had to agree. like half of me was living in the past, in high school. and the other half is in the present, college. it feels weird.

picnic was just, man, it was freaking hot. I really can't stand it. and what with the ground so hard and little stones kinda thing. I now have bruises and harden bleeding wounds on my leg! I told you that it was hard!
Jamin
T-bowl. hahahah. funny place.

Rock was good. =) and yes, I couldn't recognize him though I know his name. stupid alvin and his watergun. XD it's been long since I last sang those songs.

it feels weird when cecilia texted me when I'm in jiahuei's house. it feels like a reminder that I'm walking on another road now. don't dwell on the past, and love your new life. I know I do. =)
her
By,
Tze
posted at 10:35 PM
< he's so funny >
February 2, 2010

dangling cameras from umbrellas. she was crazy. we went crazy. the whole floor was looking at us. XD
By,
Tze
posted at 6:10 AM
< 1/2/2010 >
February 1, 2010
Today is the worst day in my whole one month of college life.
and I bet it's going to be the worst week as well.

apart from the news from them.
it was to the point that I wanted to drop it and just leave or switch or whatever. I didn't do it because of cecilia kept asking me not to do it. or else I would have left already. now I just want to go and cry my eyes out.
hate is a strong word.
I know, that's why I'm using it.

thank God I have pei san and shikha with me. thank you so much.
congrats to you two again.
why is it that whenever I-

By,
Tze
posted at 4:05 AM
< American Beauty >
January 30, 2010
hmm, the movie american beauty that we watched in class left a larger impact on me than I realized. the character, Ricky, did.
in the movie, Ricky could find beauty in the most unexpected, ordinary things. things that we usually tend to ignore and take it for granted. even on the cruelest things.

he even found beauty in a dead bird. and the plastic bag dancing in the wind.
the beauty of a parent loving their child. the miracle of a cocoon breaking out to be a butterfly? the everyday beauty of rain? even the way people bond with each other by making new friendships. beauty does not necessarily mean pretty things. just ordinary, everyday things.
have been busy with my individuals project. am satisfied. shall post pictures of it soon. tatas for now.
By,
Tze
posted at 9:32 AM
< I wonder why >
January 28, 2010
People in my college has been calling me as Jean. I wonder why. XD
I always say, "hi, I'm tzejean. but you can call me tze. it's easier to remember." and they'll call me tze. then someone comes along,
note to self: never talk to pei san when there's homework. once we start talking, we can never ever ever stop. the library was so noisy because both of us couldn't stop talking. shikha had to keep telling us to shut our mouths. *laughs* we have so much in common. it's like I found my long lost twin! except that I'm more of a bad influence and she's more of a good influence.

that biatch should plan a date to let me know when we're going out for shopping. XD she's amazing. I like her.
and I turned away.

today was a happy yet confusing day.

By,
Tze
posted at 4:28 AM
< orientation party >
January 26, 2010
started at 3.30, ended at 6. it started BEFORE 3.30. XD and it was a lousy day to rain. everyone was completely drenched as if they had a shower if they weren't in college in before the rain stop.
it was so overflowing that you can see people standing on the chairs under the tents or they'll get water right up to their ankles.. but it stopped around 3. ended at 6 and guess what time I left? 4.30. well, the main thing that I'm supposed to do there has already been done so I'm happy. and pei san was going around 4 anyways.
OH! NOT BAD!! XDDDDD
*quickly hides it*
ohmygod, I don't know what was I thinking!
what if his friends walk by just now?
they would cock their head and look at you.
*a guy walks by*
so close. do you know that it's his best friend?
*laughs* you can take it out and we'll plot a plan.
*falls around laughing*
pei san
tzejean
audrey
ther are about 50 clubs in my college. what with air sky adventure to the more common ones like dodgeball club. hahahah, it's all so interesting. I only signed up for one club though. dance club. surprising considering that I would never ever join something like this if it was in my previous high school cause I don't like performing. oh wells, guess I changed pretty much as well.
and I have pei san and penny there with me. =D I'm a very happy child. we didn't plan this. we were just registering when all of us bumped into each other. =) and I met wms people there. alastair and tim as usual.

yeah?
I was- *looks behind her*
eh? oh hi! ohmygod! HI!!!
eh? HII!!!
*talks talks talks*
pei san
tzejean
whoever it was at that moment
that happened quite a lot of times. everytime I want to say something to her, someone would be behind her and that someone would be someone I know. that's a lot of someones. XD that's how I bumped into vivian and amira and carl mann and yau nan and penny and the list goes on and on and on. =D
there was pizza eating competition! the guys were CRAZY! look how fast they finished the whole pizza! my eyes were literally popping out looking at them! the indian mc dude was hilarious.

chung fung didn't know I was one year younger! he thought I'm the same age as he is! and how long has he know me!? blerhs to him. XD he's such a nice person, waiting for me everyday after chemistry to go to data. I like sitting next to him. we should do that more often. =)
shikha was basically waiting for the "friend who was gonna turn up" the whole day. and I was waiting with her throughout the beginning of the party. he never turned up okay! and somewhere among all the people at the party I lost her. =(

yeah! it's like, you walk everywhere and you meet someone you know.
yeah and then you say hi and they say hi.
but you don't know them really well right?
*laughs laughs*
peisan
tzejean
I was taking photos out from my phone and look what I found! it must have been ages ago when we took this. =D and yes, I believe the black thing was my flimsy bag cause I probably didn't surrender my phone again. XD



and this was the dog in crime that ran away yesterday and made me look around the WHOLE garden just to bring him back. =)

it's amazing how you feel like you don't know how to answer a single question of your quiz and you're QUITE very sure that you'll get very poor results but when you got it back you're the second highest in the class. XD that's why I love ICPU. you don't have to study. all I did was answer crabs and simply scribbling my opinions down. XD
orientation party is fun. hartamas people should enjoy yours. =D

By,
Tze
posted at 6:07 AM
< < 3 >
January 25, 2010
National Compliment Day.

"a day to remember"
yesterday was a good day. =D

tzejean
posted at 12:57 AM
< so, I heard I'm supposed to update? >
January 19, 2010
Since I'm supposed to update properly, I shall do so in a few days. I'm quite busy you know. for now a small update should suffice you all.
I like my college. it was really hard at the first few days cause I'm mixing with second semester people. and well, second semester people already have cliques of theirs. and it's so unusual for me to not talk for so long.
alastair, tim, penny and I heard, carl mann, was in Taylors. I met all of them except carl mann.
may
and look, she's from second semester and she's very nice. even she says it's hard.
I like college. most of my friends are second semester. it was hard at first but now it's really easy to mix with them. and what surprised me is that almost everyone thinks that I'm from second semester. XDDDDD do I really look that comfortable in fitting in and being a college student? XD
I have a few first semester friends. =) and I like my friends.
I like data management class the most. I know, I used to hate numbers. XD
I love my friends from chemistry and data management.
I have a lot of really really really pretty friends. even tim is jealous. XD
carina
this is cool. she's same class with me from individuals to chemistry. then he's the same class with me from chemistry to data management. XD I have people to be with me for all 3 classes. and in chemistry, 3 of us sit together. =D
data management is loves. our row is THE nosiest.
fine, carina, shikha and I are the nosiest. XD
two of the lecturers already know my name from the second day. I think I'm either too active in answering or too noisy. probably the latter. XD
madam, I told you! they haven't reply me yet!
ketuk their kepala lah! then they'll reply you.
*laughs laughs*
miss noor
tzejean
everyone on the table
I've already had one presentation, one assignment, tomorrow lab report and a SURPRISE test this week. darn.
kinda sarks to know that my second semester people will all be gone next semester. =(
my lecturers are young and good looking. XDDDDD
tzejean is happy in college.
hahahha, khye mun. =) he's so cute. XD
*ahem* february 1st. TELL ME! XD
okay. waaait, yours ends at 1. mine ends at 2.15.
right! haiyo, *gives cute sad face*
I know! before class! when does yours start?
9!
great. mine is 8.
*gives face*
heyy, wait. I have break that time.
really??
oh wait, no, mine is at 9.15. darn.
darn.
lay yin
tze
*ahem* I do not have an accent after coming back from Ireland. =)
yeah right, who am I kidding? XD
By,
Tze
posted at 11:56 AM

